Get Outside Already!
Musings of an indoor girl in an outdoor world.
Monday, May 9, 2011
Death Comes and Rests So Heavy
Friday, May 6, 2011
Let the Sun Shine
Adopt the pace of nature: her secret is patience. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson
I'm also realizing that this experience is going to require patience which, as Emerson says, I can learn from nature herself. Things are not going to change dramatically for me. I'm not going to wake up tomorrow and run outside, singing "Let the Sun Shine" while I spin in the grass in celebratory circles with arms out-flung and head thrown back. What I want from this is to find ways to integrate nature into my daily life in small but meaningful ways. And I want to get to know my surroundings a bit more.
I have been exploring my backyard and I'm finding out how beautiful and full of life it is. The lilacs, as I said, are blooming; the aspen are showing their leaves, the grass is lush. I have a bunny and some raccoons and a couple of squirrels. I have giant evergreen trees and lovely flowering bushes. Really, I'm blessed to live in such an amazing place and I've been taking it for granted. Even the flower bed that mom and I painstakingly worked to prepare for last summer I let get overgrown and is now full of weeds. There's a great place to spend some time outdoors if I would just give myself time to do it.
So, close to the end of the first week I am reporting some success. I've been patiently going outside and looking for the beauty around me. I've been appreciating new experiences and even my 10 year old son is into it. Now, when he wants to play outside with me and I say no he reminds me, lovingly, "you're supposed to be outside mom - remember?" Ah yes, a change is coming. Singing and dancing are sure to follow. Let the sun shine.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
This is going to be harder than it looks.
Monday, April 25, 2011
Boulder Bolder
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Get Outside Already!
I found myself a couple of weeks ago, while having dinner with these cool people who love the outdoors, telling them the joke about how I don't like to be outside and then laughing it away like always. But, as I reflected on the moment, I realized that it makes me sad. I used to sit in my favorite chair and look out the window but I don't even do that anymore. I'm just inside. All the time.
Of course I walk outside to get here and there but, when given the choice, inside always wins.
So here's the deal.
I've decided to get outside. I'm going to go slow and try new things along the way. The blog is the first part of my process. In fact, if it weren't raining, I'd be outside typing. Oh well...
I'm reading "The Happiness Project" by Gretchin Rubin and I'm inspired to do this right. I'm going to break up the next year into month-bites and give myself goals for each month. I'm starting May 1. I would start today but it's still so cold. I know. I'm in trouble.
I have high hopes for myself. As I take time to encounter the great outdoors I would love suggestions. How, when and where do you like to be outside? What would you suggest I try? Hiking? Dancing in the rain? Praying in the sun? I'm wanting to do it all.
I want this blog to be a place where I can discover more about myself and this strange quirk which keeps me closed in. I want this experience to open me up. To free me to be more connected to mama earth and all the beauty I know surrounds me. I want to live life abundantly. It's Easter. I believe in new life and I'm looking forward to living it.